/ Social Order / AgainstHierarchy / NYU /
2006 09 17
It’s the whole human world, already notorious, that I blame, but it’s “NYU” I intend to punish.
Unless, finally, at long last, NYU does something to deflect my wrath.
That would be so easy: and so cheap; compared to having paid me properly all along that is.
This file will be among the hardest to finish properly (and why should I have to finish it properly? Isn’t the point manifest? Hasn’t the point been manifest all along? Why is it my responsibility to even make the point? Should Jesus himself have to write up the indictments against the Jews and the Romans? Shouldn’t that be done for him? by witnesses? by his beneficiaries?
What has NYU done? FOR me? Not counting damage? Nothing!
What should NYU do for me now?
Give me a pension?
Give me a job? one I can’t be fired from without compensation. one that allows for my present handicaps, infirmities, soul-tearing fury …
How about a lighthouse keeper?
How about something remote? over the internet? so we wouldn’t ever have to meet again.
What I want more than anything is to be assured that my domains will be sustained after my death. Post my files. Forever. So what if much of the content curses NYU? I bet there’s lots of stuff in the Vatican archives that curses the Church.
Say you’re sorry. Say you made a mistake.
What else I want more than anything is for someone capable of understanding my Shakespeare thesis to discuss it with me! It’s long too late for pk to write it properly. Lacking it properly expressed is a penalty the world must pay, cannot get out of: like never having crucified Jesus in the first place.
Justice is impossible. I don’t see how even God could do it (any more than I see how God or infinite time could ever make things up to the Cheyenne, to the nomads, to the Jews … to whoever the Jews stole God from …)