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“Two Black Men”
2018 01 20 Canadian Woman Who Reportedly Blamed “Two Black Men” For Friend’s Death Admits To Killing Her
The murderer blames two black men. Once upon a time it would have been heretics to blame, or Catholics. Try Jews.
Last evening I was editing a series of K. modules in which my own family’s antipathy to Italians was showcased: now I remember a story, an accusation against my culutre, WASP American, that I don’t believe ever yet got told here: grade school. The teacher said something about Italians. We had an Italian in the class, Lennie, poor kid: short, had a sweeth “Irish” tenor voice, built like Rafa Nadal, could throw a football the length of the field. His father … We didn’t know who his father was. Lennie didn’t have a father, livied in a neighborhood of laborers! ugh, ich. Last time I saw Lennie had was on a road crew, had dropped out of schol. I came to realize that Lennie had never not dropped out of school, had been marking time till he could drop out, stop pretending, and get a job. Age 16. The rest of us were 12 or so. The school must have left Lennie back some already maximum number of times. sure he could throw the football with the big kids: he was a big kid, just very short: and the most massively muscled kid we’d ever seen. Right, he was not a kid!
So. That’s Lennie. And that’s my school. My America. Liberal in theory; prejudiced as hell in actuality.
So one day the teacher says something about Italians. A girl faises her hand. The teacher calls on her. She testifies that she was with her family in an Italian restaurant. A big fat lady walks in, orders a bowl of spaghetti. Digs in her fork, twirls it against the big spoon. The fat lady twirls her fork until the entire bowl of spaghetti was wound about the tines. Then she opened her enormous mouth! Inserted the laden fork. Chomped, chewed, swallowed.
The class was scandalized. No. Oh, gross. Eww, disgusting. I swear, said the story teller.
The teacher was shocked. Shocked were all the students.
Should we believe this testimony? It’s a little late to investigate this particular story. It never occurred to me not to believe this story. I heard it as gospel.
I still accept major parts. I believe a woman was fat. I believe she ordered spaghetti. I believe she twirled her fork against her big spoon. I believe she controlled more spaghetti than I or the story teller would have tried. I do not believe it was the shole portion-worth. I do not believe there was anyting gross about it. I don’t believe key statements in the gospels either, not any longer. I believe we were doing what human groups do: telling stories, reinfocing our culture, picking on the helpless, claiming superiority.
Some woman murders her friend. Cops interrogate her. She says it was two black men. Of course she did: just the two the jails are prepped for.
2018 01 17 I promise to write a piece warning the world that “child Pornography” is a category itself easily abused. Doctors in particular are easily convicted if abuse changes are tied to both sex and children. When I was a Jesup I met a hoard of prisoners whose charges claimed that they were child pornographers. The FBI seizes their computers, finds links to online dirty pictures … bam, conviction. Jesup was filled with several categories of enemies of the state: government assassins, pot farmers for the government … The easiest of all to convict were child pornographers. My girl’s neighbor is the widow of an MD who killed himself in jail after being convicted of child pornography. They seized his computers, found links to online child porn, convicted him. I warn, it allies to witch hunts, the Spanish Inquisition … jailing a pedoporner is a death sentence among moral majority convicts: like dangling a Jew in front of a Nazi.
Favorite Trump Image of 2017 to 2018
2018 01 15 The White House is filled with people trying to explain things to Trump who is of course incapable of listening. The functionary tried to explain the Fourth Ammendment: Trump rolled his eyes, blew his lips in impatience, made faces.
Abusers of power can’t conceive of laws meaning anything other than what the Hitler wants them to mean.
Take Freedom of Religion for example. Every nitwit teacher tells every child that America is dedicated to freedom of religion, which of course means of course that the Congress, of Christians, can arrest natives for enacting their ancient peyote ritual.
I was thinking of this last night: & Emo Phillips great Die Heretic gag.
When you’re a kid you believe that the adults mean what they say, you believe that the culture meaning what the words seem to mean: that God means God, that Jesus means Jesus. Check out the Bahá’í Faith: compare it to a few other religions with a prophet you’ve heard of.
Warming to the Rescue: Global Death Wish
2017 12 29 Freud said that we are driven by Eros. Eros is love, a force for maintaining existence. He said we are also driven by Thanatos: death, existence’s drive to cease. Enough already. We all see the love part: and we all see the suicide drive; but we don’t see them equally. The main bias of contemporary civilization is a faith that we are destined to survive: last-minute salvation. Take all the heroin you watn, a miracle will intervene at the last second. The morons will be the heroes. In the end, magic will rule: in our favor.
Today’s headlines at Yahoo show President Trump making another joke: the east coast is having a cold snap: Trump jokes we could use some global warming along about now.
It would be funny if it weren’t so fatal.
Trump seduced the public, always ready to believe in its own immortality, into believing that science is subject to democracy: if we all vote that cancer is harmless, then cancer will not dare to be harmful. Keep your head in the sand and nothing can harm you.
Existence has problems? Give absolute authority to the FBI, cheaters from Day One.
I love it. What a comedy.
I used to pray. I prayed a lot: not just as a kid, as a young man. Oh, there are people who prayed more, much more: but I prayed more than most young males. I guess that that’s why God chose me to offer an Illich internet. Illich was a male, Illich prayed. Illich invented cybernetic databases for public freedom. God understood cybernetics: Illich heard God. pk heard Illich hearing God. The public heard God too but left governments in charge. Governments depend on gullibility, governments don’t hesitate to cheat. So. We’ve got a cheater’s chance. One chance, in an infinity of hell.
The perfect ending.
Echolalia isn’t the word I mean but I use it until I think of the correct term. Languages differ in different ways: one language hears multisyllabic words frontwards, others backwards. One group forms nicknames from the first syllable of a name; others echo the last syllable. Jan and I just watched Beloved Sisters, a German movie in German with no English option in the audio track. It offered subtitles in English but it was hard: Jan understands no German, and the movie, however beautiful in its visuals, was very wordy: I’m half-blind and half-deaf: by the time I read the top line of the subtitles in English I’d m missed the next sentence and missed a half of the dialogue. Anyway, the girls’ names were Charlotte and Caroline: the English tendency would be to nickname one Char and the other Carol; but no, we have Lotte and Line. The last thing heard bumps the first thing heard. Same with the White House and its current resident thug: Trump hears “global warming” and the warming registers, but not the global. Another culture would hear the global and miss the warming. “Global warming” has a profound significance , warming is trivial in comparison. Trouble is only those with a dimension in science will get it. Any parrrot can mimic it; only the sophisticated epistemologist will have a chance at the meta-level. Trump doesn’t understand what global means, and it doesn’t matter how many times it’s explained. You can’t guess what it means by pondering the individual words. One evokes a nice instead of chlly day at the beach; the other is resonant of toxic environments.
Trump fans think that profit is good, it doesn’t matter if it’s toxic. Suigenocide is fine if my stocks go up.
I tried to warm us about global warming in 1968 while teaching at Colby. Is that why they fired me right after having rehired me? The administration worked for the alumni; not for the science departments. academic freedom? Free speech … Never was such a thing when profit is concerned.
I haven[‘t wrtten this well, but why should I? If Jesus slurs a word on the cross should we therefore not hear what he was trying to say? The smoker can dismiss those interfering with his habit. It matters only if life matters. If only profit matters then life doesn’t matter. Don’t pay 90% taxes to the liars; give them 100%.
2017 12 26 Merry Boxing Day! Yesterday, Christmas ’17, my girl was with her kids in St Pete, I went to a Christmas potluck with Bev and Nick: so nice of them to adopt me. The food was terrific. I was pointed to a table by the beautiful vibrant Teri, and there was her twice-as-beautiful mother. The latter talked and talked about her church. Upon inquiry that proved to be an institution of the not-too-orthodox Methodist brand.
I’ve been punished all my life for my views, never more so than these days in Central Florida. These days I prize peace, can’t afford anything else, so I keep my mouth shut! I equivocate when asked for a view: growing deaf helps, especially when the inquirer is also deaf. These days half the people around me are also deaf. Anyway, deaf & dumb serves me well: no one screams to lynch me if I say nothing. Meantime I adhered to this Methodist elder, and found that she pretty much ran the show. She had led the purchase of the parsonage: she had turned it over for a new parsonage at a different address: she hired, and fired, the preachers … And I realized that she and others like her, increasinging female, dictated the theology, the morality … the Bible’s text, the text’s meaning …
But elders have always run things. Then some radical develops a following, rewrites text whether crucified or not, and a new crop of elders emerges.
And this beautiful Methodist pope was maybe sixty, not so old after all.
And me, I’m welcome: so long as I say nothing!
2017 12 14 So the ladies of New Orleans were threatened during the war with being locked up[ like whores if they didn’t behave. I’d heard that. What I hadn’t heard is that the ladies were lifting their skirts and flashing their camera obscura at the gents. Whores do do that; ladies aren’t supposed to know what lurks in their crotch. I love it: the ladies knew every bit as well as street walkers what they had, where they had it, and what effect if could have on men (and woman). The ladies were privileged” couldn’t imagine being treated like ordinary trash. They flashed, feeling immune, then found out they weren’t immune, then started behaving like good Victorians: as stupid as they are ignorant.
Like & Dis
2017 12 06 Met Refuses to Chuck Balthus
So funny to see that headline today, Wednesday, the Sixth: Yesterday morning I’d never heard of Balthus. However I was looking at an unusual number of painter docs at YouTube. I was mixing visits with favorites with investigating artists I didn’t know at all: Hammershoi, Balthus. And I was grateful to YouTube for including links to guys I was in the dark on, expecially when I see that Baltyhus is like ’50s porn: he likes girls in puberty: so do I! He likes girls with their legs open, their boobs perky, low probability of underwear … So do I! In the 1950s I had Esquire calendars on my wall. Drawing were even more sexy than photographs.
So: how did it happen that Balthus had been sanitized from my life?
I don’t know, but I can guess, and I insist: all probabilities that I see are No Accident!
Dec 4: never heard of him. Dec 5 I hear of him for the first time: instantly recognizable: man, if ever there was a style transparent for instant recognition … Dec 5, I hear of him:
Dec 5 I watch a doc or two: and Dec 6th there’s a Yahoo headline: public demand for censoring Balthus!
It’s a riot, the censors censor, pretending they don’t.
Now I know Balthus well enough, I’ve a glimpse of his life: he lived and worked with two young girls in constant attendance, also, his wife, Japanese, beautiful, indulgent, and a Japanese koto player, knife obsessionist … The girls readily adopt odd poses: tits perking, pussy agape; but they not candid; they’re posed.
And clearly Balthus gets big bucks for them.
Does he molest the girls? Other than in the senses already displayed? It would seem not. No, he’s a real porn master, a strict and literal Catholic, sinning, forgiven. Porn 24/7.
I love it. These imges stimulate my memory of an evening providing a high school griend with some pizza. Dian was a dancer, I’m a dancer: all my girlfriends were dancers, no accident. If Paul stops a girl on the street, look at her legs, look at her bottom: she’s a dancer, probably a good one. Anyway, Dian waned me to feel her leg muscles, see how strong she was. She indicated where she wanted me to squeeze her: way up high on the inside of her thigh. But her directness stymied me. She was leaing; I needed to leadQ Yes, I wanted to feel her upper thing, palpitating her leg with my fingers, feeling her labia with the side and back of my hand. Of course I didn. But I was frozen. I never did touch her And now, Balthus setting a strong context, I fantasize that I had touched her, and had fondled her lips as well as her thigh, had buried me face against her snatch, had breahted deep. … Ah!
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2017 11 28 Angela Lansbury said that women should share some of the blame for sexual harrasment (rape, etc): they worked at being attractive, now they pay. The Yahoo world went bananas, Lansbury is accused of “blaming the victim” (a real pattern, a real problem). I say Angela Lansbury is speaking wisdom on a difficult and complex issue. If we were smart we would listen: and if frogs had wings, they’d maybe fly. I want to repeat a point I’ve been making online at K. since its inception in the mid-1990s (and by other means before then): VS Naipaul wrote a novel in which a woman walking wherever she wanted to go in Africa, repeatedly traveling cross-continent, routinely without trouble. How? Simple: she A) kept her gaze down, B) brushed nettles into (not out of) her hair, 3) smeared herself in stinky stuff — excrement, what-have-you … and walked from east to west, north to south, coast to coast. No problems.
Listen to Angela. Listen to VS Naipaul.
2017 12 01 Naipaul’s African woman subtracted herself from the ranks of easy female victims: female here suggesting weak, vulnerable. Rape etc. is far more about power and abuse-there-of than about erotic relief. Of course to some measure all rape and much harassment is about power. We heard about Bill Cosby and about arvey Weinstein, then we heard also about Kevin Spacey where the rapes were of jeuvenile boys, just around puberty. The adult rapist is bigger, fully developed as an adult, but also vastly more experienced, wily. Regardless I woke up this morning with a memory of harassment in the army: a kind of rape that could easily have spilled over into conventional (sexual) rape:
I was drafted into the army in the early 1960s, trundled off to Fort Dix, NJ. Basic Training. Way after lights out, they guys asleep, the lowest ranking sergeant, Sgt Eton, drunk, loud, and beligerant bulled his way into the dorm and began bellowing for us all to get and and stand to attention. Sgt Eton had a testosterone-outline jaw, very male, but was a shrip. I doubt that he was much more than 5’2″, eyes of blue.
Fortunately for us men of K Company there was one guy, Pvt Yager, who had some prior military training. Yager out-bellowed Eton, “You guys stay right where you are, in your bunks: Sgt Eton has no right to give you any orders!”
Eton was transparently a moron, Yager was the natural leader under the circumstances. Somebody slipped out and came back with our testosterone-replete Sgt Bradly, a great cadence caller, a gorgeous full-throated man’s man. Eton blanched. Bradly led the now meek Eton into the latrine where we heard Bradley whisper humiliations to Eton who quivered like a fish on the deck.
Eton reminded me unpleasantly of Sgt Lyons, the sergeant who put draftees on the bus to Fort Dix. He too was short: and powerless: except as he could abuse the army to give him the illusion of power over the helpless.
A combo of the US military and the draft board conspired to socially rape us draftees. Lyons got to push people around all day, every day.
Here’s a story of Lyons abusing his power over me:
I met Hilary when I was anticipating being drafted, she was my pre-draft girlfriend: then my girlfriend while I was in the army (then my fiance, then my wife, then the mother of our son (then my ex-wife …) Hilary was beautiful, shapely … had a world-class bottom, fabulous legs: and she was totally addicted to me. The First Army had no barracks for Whilehall Street personelle, no mess hall: I lived uptown with Hilary (or I commuted some days to Long Island and my mother’s house. So, end of day, time to go home, there would be Hilary, waiting for me on the front steps. And there would be jig-a-shrimp Sgt Lyons, looking at Hilary with lust and at me with loathing. One day he said to me, “You bring that girl about here any more, I’m going to fuck her!” I looked at him, I laughed. The idea of lil’ jerk Lynos being found attractive by the fabulously sophisticated Hilary was a scream. I didn’t counter him back, mano-a-mano: my laugh just dismissed him as a mosquito. I didn’t say anything, I didn’t have to say anything.
There should be a place in hell for Sgt Eton and a similar place for Sgt Lyons. But that would be if there were any justice possible for homo saps. We don’t deserfve a god, we’re probly just shit-out-of-luckl
You know Julius Caesar’s troops were fanatically devoted to him: the other JC. JC would rouse his troops the eve of a battle, entice them to imaging the next day humiliating the enemy, making them bend over, bucking them in the ass. Right: HSS. Harassment. Rape.
2017 11 26 email to bk
Yesterday I was watching YouTube, George Carlin carrying on about something, when George is blotted out and some refute-and-insult-George guy has the floor!
In this political dont-let-the-anarchists-speak-without-interruption cosmology some clown I’d heard of but never seen was equated with George: Cooper? or that white haired guy?
Anyway, imagine going to the library, wandering the stacks, finding Nietzsche, and in the middle of Beyond Good and Evil finding the Gospel of John!
Furthermore the interruption was louder than the skit interrupted. (When I was in high school the ads were always deafening while the show was normal.
So I really should say “They’re back!”
Recently Carlin seems to be getting some of his material from K.
and also yesterday I saw a doc that got its material from my second 80s oeuvre, Beginning!
Ah, it was Terry Jones on The Invention of Sex.
Rose Up Dead
2017 11 21 Charlie Rose has joined the skewered list. I want to tell an ugly story, I’ll atributre it to Rose, kick him while he’s down.
I first heard of Rose in the mid-1970s. Israeli artist David Tamerin told me he liked him: I didn’t know him, kept mum. Then one night I heard that Tom Wolfe, out with another great new book, was to the the PBS interviewee, I made sure to watch. Wolfe looked sharpe, absurd, but I soon realized Rose hadn’t done the homework, he hadn’t read the book, didn’t know what he was about. Wolfe bravely soldiered on. I was incensed. Then I realized, He’s drunk!
I had already disliked him, thereafter I hated him.
I remember David Letterman cutting n o corners in throwing Oliver Reed off his show and onto his ear; but here it was Wolfe who was sober, Rose who was drunk.
But you know Richard Harris, Peter O’Toole, Irish and Irish, and Oliver Reed … These guys are crazy, they don’t have the same standards. Rose has long been disgusting in full view.
I hope I have the names right. For Wolfe I’ll guess the occasion was the publication of his second or so novel.
Something about Rose was really getting my goat when I saw him grinning at Jesse Graff: I know: he’s had his face peeled! Grotesque.
I will forgive Oliver Reed, what a voice; but Letterman needn’t.
2017 11 21 There are three requirements for technological invension, says the great Terry Jones in his BBC documentary series Ancient Inventions.
- Technological Capability
- Political, Social Motivation
BY 1970 II was ripe to develop “the” “internet” when Ivan Illich proposed it. He was “inventing” the internet as an alternative to state (or church) controlled “education: schooling; use the societies’ digital capacities to construct data bases of human resources. Modern markets map the store’s contents with signs above the aisles: soups, bread, cookies … chicken, pork. An “educational” internet could network the learning resources: math teachers, English teachers, history teachers: math books, math articles … English books, history books …
I had already conceptualized the internet before I heard of Ivan Illich: in the later 1960s I was writing short stories in which banks coordinated human credit over a satellite system via voice recognitions software: order a martini, the global credit data system recognizes your voice, debits the person’s cash account: the bartender sees that the drink is paid for, makes the martini, serves it. That was in one story. In another student strikers get together and use a card filing system to organize after hour orgies: penetrative sex Line A, oral sex line B … Banks had long networked their resources, put types of clients in different “aisles … Thus, there was the concept: Ivan Illich was inventing it, had already been thinking about it, I too had already been inventing it, was thinking about it … I told Illich, by mail, to Mexico, I wanted to help: he told me I was on my own, but as soon as I’d distributed a flier offering a leaning network for Manhattan’s uupper West side, people were knocking on the door, calling on the phone: “I can teach guitar”, “I want to supervise scream therapy groups” …
Prescribed consumption is fascism.
People were ready for it, the concept was aborning. The society had the technological capability in 1970, we had telephones, we had a postal system, we had halls for rent and public parks. We wanted access to mainframes: I had an introduction to a main frame in Princeton, my Columbia had a main frame, all I had to do was walk up and state my need: then I could pass on the offer to the public. We wanted to develop data base software, but in the meantime we had 3X5 cards, shoe boxes, loosleaf paper and labelable binders … A growing number of persons were trying to use the system. Millions were needed but a few dollars were trickling in, all volunteered. I was talking about how every neighborhood could have a modem to a mainframe. Big neighborhoods could have a learning library; small neighborhoods could have at least a booth like a FotoMart. People wouldn’t need their own computer (there were no PCs in 1970), but every booth could have a 9-5 programmer who knew how to register and extract information: even information clerks could get guidance. …
We had #1, the concept; we had #2, electronic intormations systems … We could have millions of experts register, we could have millions of “students”, practice buddies … We had part of #3:; but #3 lacked a quorum: our society is not run by democratic will, not run for the people, or by the people. No, alas, we have “experts”, “professionals”: who prescribe consumption of educational packages prepared by the state for obedient statlings.
Prescribed consumption is fascism.
My FLEX invited people to fund their own freedom: pay for it the same way you use it: voluntarily. No, we have institutions paid for by extortion: coerced taxation.
Ah, but at least Terry Jones makes great teaching films as well as great TV comedy.
2017 11 14 My mother taught me to hold the door for ladies: and ladies first, all of that. In college I found myself to have an enormous advantage over those who lacked such training. The next step I took myself: hold the door, or don’t hold the door: what choice are you making? for whom? I could offer my courtesy, I could withhold it. The choice was mine!
This morning Miss Manners chastises an irritable woman for confusing feminism with rudeness. The woman addressed had a point to make, a very old point, but habit compelled her to make it; not philosophy.
But real quick let me recall a particular instance where I dediced rudeness counted more than courtesy. I wanted to shp at Macy’s, I arrived on Harold’s Square, I arrived at the door, I saw a woman coming behind me, I held the door for her. She didn’t thank me, she just put her head down, scowled, and went through. Now I was holding the door for myself: and I saw another woman quicken her pace to step into the position of she for whom the door is held. Hell, I let her get away with it: I held the door for her too. But then another woman, and still another woman, darted toward that vacuum. I saw that a dozen women were coming in from the street, that all were ready to put their head down and dive for the position of priviledge. I counted six more women through, and slammed the big door into the next one. I imposed a tax on the free ride, I made the door heavy, penalized the freeloaders.
As I explained to my freshman English class: if you know what a split infinitive is, you can take care not to split your infinities: or, go ahead, split all you want: it will be you deciding on the usage, you employing the manners; not the manners enslaving you. But first you have to know what a spolit infinitive is: the majority do not, including the majority of English teachers. They are forever in the grip of manners as accident, their fate is outside their influence.
No: hold the door, or don’t hold the door. Genuflect, or leave you hat on in church. … Know the consequences, and chose.
That latter story reminds me of another. Once I went into the West End Tavern, saw Bill, a public school teacher, and took the stool next to him. Other people came and went. A cripple with a walker came and went, some guy whispered in Bill’s ear, Bill erupted in laughter. Bill leaned toward me and whispered that the just just whispering and just whispered that he’d slammed the men’s room door onto the cripple, leaving him sprawing in the piss coving the filthy floor. This story race up and down the West End bar, the longest bar in the world, mid ’60s. I was horrified, aghast: and said so. Oh, then you don’t know So&So, and he named the cripple.
The specific irritation turned out to be that this particular cripple expected, demanded as it were, common courtesies. His assailant knew he would expect the door to be held fo him, he knew he would be scalwed at, not thanked, and Wham, he skidded the SOB across the mens’ room floor.
I’ve thought of that a lot since then. I was once so proud to be an American, to be a Christian, to be civilized, the epitome of civilization. Now, no. I’ll take plain human nature, with no guarantees concerning survival.
From then on I noticed that cripple. Yes, he was rude. All the time.
So: wouldn’t it be nice if Miss Manners’ rude feminist got an elbow in the eye while she blocked traffic to refuse a held door?
2017 11 11 Once upon a time I paid no more attention to actors in ads than to extras in crowd scenes. Who did? Then again sometimes the model in a commercial can rivet us: masses of us. It isn’t just me, the whole world falls in love with Milana Veyntraub.
No kidding. She goes straight into our hearts. Progressive has that annoying girl with the red lipstick; but however much we may hate her and the horse she rode in on, we adore, and vibrate to Milana.
Now explain to me this: how did I wind up falling in love with Jackies Stewart: refusing Heinedins with the dandy line, “No thanks, I’m still driving”!
2017 11 15 I’ll tell you another actor who’s appealing in some otherwise obnoxious ads: J.K. Simmons. Guy gets under your skin.
2017 11 04 When I was a kid I was taught to kneel at my bedside and humbly pray to God. I was taught to thank God for my life, to thank him for my natural advantages: parents, shelter. I had a sense that worship and obeisance were God’s natural dues, I felt that the worship was God’s by right; not by force: I felt no sarcasm, no irony in the gestures. The cross was my Christianity’s natural icon.
When I got to school I was taught to put my hand on my heart and to pledge allegiance not to the cross, but to the flag: that meant the American flag, the stars and stripes of the United States. It was emphasized to us that the phrase “under God” had recently been added, and belonged: “one country, under God. The founding fathers were presented to us as wise men. In another step they were holy men, saints: secular saints.
I was in my late teens, I was at college, Columbia, before I became acquainted with William Blake and his autocratic god: a slave master, the protector of all the dark satanic mills of industrial society.
The Chinese have just mandated a three year prison sentence for any who disrespect China’s icons and emblems.
Gee: you mean we’re allied with Chinese Communists? How does Jefferson fit there?
Regardless, right there we have more than enough to see the irony of “kneeling” becoming associated with defiance of authority, not subordination to authority. Notice in any case that the appeal is political, not theological.
Notice in all events that people with some control over prison budgets are palming themselves off as experts on interpretation of the stars and stripes as though it were text, the text unambiguous. The jail directors know who to put in the jails, who to line up and shoot.
I’ve been writing since 1948. It’s done little good, good visible to me at least. Now what brains are left me can’t stay focused for thirty seconds. The help I offered was despised, then plagiarized: the plagiarism perverted, the thieves judging my crimes. My IQ is falling from NY to China, right through the center of the earth. I’m glad. If only I’d been this stupid to begin with. In any case I’m glad the society is immune to guidance. Helpless hell is where we belong.
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